Yesterday I chatted with my ex-girlfriend on QQ. I meant to call her for the Chinese New Year before, but the cell phone was not on her hand. Fortunately we all happened to be online.
Ten months passed after we broke up, when I got in touch with her with the help of my good friend. When I knew that she was in love with a boy in her class for several months, I was so happy without any jealous feelings. Now that I cannot provide happiness for her forever, I really hope there to be such a boy who can care for her. And he really did as far as I knew. He’ll even visit her after such a short separation. She also loves him quite deep. But it made me so surprised that she was not going to be with him next semester, because I don’t know why. For her mother’s disagreement or else, I have no idea. She just said there are a series of reasons. I really want her to feel happy every day in her life. I hope less unhappy happens to her. Because I loved her before, and I even love her now in a way as a brother or somebody like that.
During the talk, she suddenly asked me if it is true that the couple became friends after breakup because they didn’t love deeply. Of course it is definitely wrong. It is a matter of quality of the couple. They became less selfish after breakup, and the friendship became much steadier than ever before.
Looking back, the love between us was so short, with a 3-year preparation and a bitter end. But it does not matter. I never regret this period of love, so she did. I think the best end for us is exactly what we are now. But if we straightly became good friends, it will be a strategy. As is known, the process is the most important. It makes us grow up, and it makes us more mature. Every time I think about this, the happiness always fills in my mind.
We also talked about me, about Zhao Qian. It was not until in Dalian that we have good feeling with each other. She was not beautiful but attractive. Less than ten boys once chased her, off course without me. We have many things in common. I don’t forget the last meet that afternoon, I cannot forget the hug, and I still remember the nights in Dalian we chatted on QQ till midnight. I did not behave well in the NCEE, and went to Dalian University of Technology. I thought it was YUAN FEN that God give me a love. But I didn’t show me my love to her because I was afraid of being in Singapore and getting separated with her. I cannot imagine how horrible it will be. Things developed as I thought. I was able to have the opportunity to study abroad in Singapore in the end. It is also YUAN FEN, a lack of YUAN FEN. I was bond to travel all the time the follow years. I won’t let her await me, because ten years is really a long time, and it is exactly the spring of our life. Even for myself, I don’t have enough confidence that I can wait for ten years. Sometimes, it is bad to promise. Because ten years later, we are not young any more. So I keep in touch with her, calling her sometimes, but don’t very often, I just want to keep our relationship like now.
Long live the two friendships. May they lead a happy life.
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