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I have got to admitted that I was first attracted by the movie but not the original book. Anyway, all I feel now is that I should have read it earlier! Something rooted in the initial ‘seed’ will never be fully expressed in movie.
From the moment she gaped in girlish wonder at the new neighbeelr and curiously observed plenty of books written in different languages in his shelf, she was already faced with an unpredicted life. From the moment when she first saw the young and bloody handsome pianist, she fell in love with him. Through the love was all on her own, she still appreciated every moment with him.
I cannot help thinking of a famous saying,” I love you, but it is not your business.” How come when a woman was forgotten by love of her life! Even when he deserted her after a night of mechanical bliss, she continued to feel most kindly toward him and bore his children without doubt or hesitation. She spent every minute of her life loving the man and when their child was born, she even chose not to tell him for his advantage. “I preferred to take everything on myself rather than be a burden to you.” She wrote in her letter to him before she died. It just touches my heart while I unreservedly admire the way she behaves. No one can be as brave as she does, I think. She knew the responsibility from the very beginning , thus she took it. It probably explained why she could keep the love on her own and built her strength all way along---she took what was coming then moved on.
It is not her autobiography.
But we all know it is the reflection of society at that time---- woman just took it for they were not entitled for freedom to choose and made their voice heard.
Whatever a life she finally ended to, she never regretted every effort she made to get close to him. Then, maybe it was what she wanted. It is enough.
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