Memory is something we treasure so that we won’t forget it as time passes by, which may delight or hurt us.
------what I want to express before writing
It is strange that we seldom value the experience we had when it was happening. Take, the senior high school, as an example. I will never have no recollection of it for the horrible time I went through. Getting up before five thirty in the morning, we can hardly open my eyes without the help of loud music played by school; getting over cleaning within ten minutes, we had to get to the playground immediately in order that our classmates could finish the one thousand meters running together; with uncountable papers to complete, almost everyone would collapse in the end of a day. It is a time no one wants to recall when we are during it.
However, when I phoned one of my best friends one day, I asked him, “How do you find the university life?” he answered, “It is upset deadly, you feel you are wasting time day by day, doing nothing worthwhile. I cherish the memory of the senior high school time much.”
I have the same feeling with him, for the pure happiness of gaining knowledge those days. We were exhausted, but we were truly enjoying it at the same time, though few people feel this at that time.
Maybe if we want to know something well, we have to be out of it. Strange, we have to believe this.
Someone has asked me: “do you want to experience one excellent day but after that you have no memory of it?” I say no. without memory; I do not know the meaning of the experience. It seems that one day is extinct in my life. During the two months I spent in Shandong University, English and mathematics are the whole meaning of my study for math is my major. At that time, I strongly missed other subjects. They look so colorful. Lucky, there are some activities to entertain my life.
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